i have moved a little past the anger stage. no, really. i am not constantly pissed off any more. however i seem to have skipped the "bargaining" stage, maybe because there isn't really a contact person for whatever universal force i believe in.
i have substituted whining for bargaining. i can't help it. even though i know it could be a lot worse, etc. people ask me how i am and i tell them. i know i shouldn't do it--no one likes a tiresome, whining cancer patient. our job is to be upbeat and noble. i am neither right now.
i hope it's just a stage.